I've been lonely for a very long time. Blinded by fear I finally see and finally understand something might not go the way I want it. I've been struggling to stay focus on what is important and I found myself slipping or just plan old sad.
I don't know which step to take.
I don't know where to go.
I don't know what to do.
I feel alone everyday but I have to remind myself I'm not. I pull myself out of bed hoping for a better day. Hoping he will come soon. I want peace and freedom.
I understand things will have to happen before I am set free.
I hope I'm in that book of life.
That's the book that is not easy to get into. I even have to check my attitude everyday as I feel a certain way of guilt that I ask the most high to forgive me.
With my slacking I have been trying to come back to the word some more.
TO EVERY THING THERE IS A SEASON, AND A TIME TO EVERY PURPOSE UNDER THE HEAVEN.
ECCLESIASTES 3: 1
